i decided to start all over again. again.deleted the last blog and created a new blog.
life suddenly so boring.like no friends,stead and someone i trust.
why am i like this? can anyone tell me? i really going to rot liao. so lonely life
why am i the only one like this? all my primary school mate have good impression in their secondary life but why not me? izzit my attidue? haix.....
my school life is so boring. everybody was like moving far apart from me. why is this so?
everytime i call people, they didn't pick up
everytime i sms peopl, they never reply
why all this things happen to me?
i feel so lonely now and i need someone to lead me.
i wan her!!! i promised to be loyal to her if she be with me but the biggest problem is that she don reply my sms. haix. why am i so useless?
i don have looks
i am poor
i am fat
but all this is not i wanted marhx.
it the god created us so we can't chose.
i pray hard that she the only one i gona close my eyes and stop my breathing for her.
why? why? why?
haix................
drummingaway
